Monday, June 04, 2007
04/06/2007
i duno what's overcoming me these few weeks. stm i feel as bloated as a hippo or as fat as a pig. it's psychological problem. i just cant help feeling im FAT. arghs. i feel there's a layer of oil or slick all over my body. it got so bad tat i dun even dare to look in the mirrors of public toilets. it's as though i was ashamed of how i look. once, i even mentioned to my mum i wanted to go for liposuction to get rid of my fats and the thing is that i wasnt joking. i really badly wanted to lose those hideous, wobbly fats. some of my collegues commented that my head is quite big while my body is so long and thin.
what an inproportiate body i got! haha.
same sentiments i had for a long time. just tat my body is not that thin anymore. i guess humans tend to be greedy. they want things to picture-perfect. same for their figures. after graduating from junior college, i can feel the drastic transformation in my body. i can no longer feast on fast food or munch on snacks without feeling sinful or guilty as i know i no longer exercise as much as before. the once a week badminton session doesnt really create much an impact on my body. for the past two sunday mornings, i have been going to seletar reservoir with my family to jog. hopefully it will do some good. (:
to you-know-who-you-are: it doesnt really matter how backdated the postcard may be. i'll be more than grateful to receive it. it's been quite a while since i heard from you. hope everything is going well for you. =D
i just met up with kelv with pf at suntec on saturday. he looks exactly the same as in the past. it's as though he nvr left for usa before. haha. anyway i just realised i have quite a no. of frens who have quite a strong entrepreneurship spirit in them. pf has his own online tuition agency, edmund & joel have spiritmakers, kelv has his own business in usa dealing with business suits... i wonder where do they find the courage and enthusiasm to set up their own companies at such a young age. jia you guys! (:
i still cant find anyone who is going to nus mech engin. everyone else seems to be heading to ntu engin faculty or biz sch. haiz. eileen chose ntu common engin over nus mech engin! x( but there's something to be joyous about. kry changed her mind at the last moment and decided to accept nus environmental engin. =D well at least i have my sister, kry and cecs in nus engin faculty and my seniors - my bro, pf, edmund, chin guan are in tat faculty too. so hopefully HOPEFULLY everything will go well. (:
also laykoon is going to nus FASS! (x
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